Meaning

Since I had trouble finding the motivation to school and dance I've been thinking alot about why am I really doing these things that I do.
It actually has been helpping me alot and I think I got most of my motivation back already.

Dance:
I've always said I don't dance because it's a sport or because it's cool, I dance cause it's my way to express myself through music. But I'm also very ambitious and want to go far with my dance. Not as a job but as a thing that makes me happy.
We've been thinking about how could we be known better and through that to get more opportunities to learn more.
Yesterday while walking to practises I couldn't stop wondering why I want to be known as a dancer and suddenly this sentence came to my mind: "It's not about fame, it's about earning respect."
I want people to see the hard work and respect our skills. But I know there's long way to go and I've seen pretty much nothing yet since I've done this for only 7 years now.

Feeling pure
I had really short day at school cause our teachers had a meeting so I had a chance to do all my school stuff really well. 
Today I went to the church again after a long summer break. I had almost forgotten how amazing it can be. I've been lost in my thoughts and feeling confused but today I feel pure.
There was a man at the church who suddenly got to the stage. He looked pretty much like a member of motorcycle gang with his beard and big belly. And he shared his story that I would like to share with you:
He was 40 years old now. And he told us he had started drinking at the age of 12 and became an alcoholic at the age of 16. Everyday he had been drinking. Until one day about at the age of 35 he ended up in hospital. His liver and his kidneys had failed and he had several peptic ulcers.. No one thought he could've been healed. But God heard him shouting. And He saved him. And now he was in front of us with a guitar on his lap starting to sing Amazing Grace. 

I hope I don't make you feel awkward or confused cause I'm talking about religion. It's definitely everyone's own choice what you want to believe in and it always should be. I just wanted to share this pure feeling I have right now. :) Thanks for listening.

Good night everyone and God bless you all !
Song of the day: Amazing grace