Good poppin' Ain't no stoppin'

At school

It's been a busy week again.
I got astronomy classes now and I'm LOVING it !! I have already learned alot about the space and about the big bang. It's so interesting that I could just spend my whole schoolday listening to it. :p

I have had long days at school. I even had school on Saturday cause our school turned 110 years.
It just somehow feels kinda stressing how much we got to do at school. And not only at school but also as homework. But oh well I hope it will get easier in time.

Free time

I haven't really got freetime either since I have had practises everyday except on Tuesday and today. My Wednesday was just crazy and I was so tired that I didn't even wanna talk I just lied on the floor when I got home. =D
On Friday Alex Mechanikool Peters came to coach us again. I really love his classes. He's a great dancer and a great personality ! :)) He taught us popping, which is quite hard but fun! And when we all felt kinda tired at one point of the practises he played that song "Thank God it's Friday" and it really got us all on great mood =DD We had a gala at school cause of it's birthday but since I had practises at the evening I didn't get to the gala. I had school from 8am till 3 pm and my practises started at 4pm so I didn't even have a chance to go home between. My practises took 4 hours so I didn't got much energy after all that.

When I got home from practises on Friday I was quite tired. I was so glad I was able just listen to some good music and relax after a long day. I tried a new facial mask which was bright blue xD It actually made my skin feel real nice and smooth but it looked super silly xD I had to go to bed quite early cause I had an early wake on Saturday.
Like I said I had school on Saturday so I had to skip my morning practises but when I got from school I went straight back to practises. I felt so silly since I was going to school wearing my sweats when I saw people going to school wearing a suit and I ran to the near mall to the toilet to change my clothes ==DD
Our practises were great and we took a lot of photos of our crew afterwards. :)
And when we finished I went to the movies with my friend to see the movie The Bourne Legacy. It was pretty good though it got kinda ridiculous at the times. :D But it was a great evening. :)

Workshops with Alex <3

My only day off

Today was my only day off and from the very beginning I decided to act like it =D I have stayed home watching tv and listening to music. I bought some snacks and sweets and just relaxed the whole day. I don't even got much to tell about today cause it was mostly just about hanging around at our house. I did do my sister's nails though. :)

But anyways I hope you had a great week again and remember: tomorrow a new one will come if this week wasn't that great. :) Have a great evening everyone !

Song of the day: Ride it by Jay Sean <3

Wake Up

 Sweet Dreams Are Gone

I don't know what's happening since I feel like I can't sleep !
Just literally can't get any sleep at the evening even though I do lots of sports, don't watch the tv/computer before going to bed and relax before going to bed. And when I finally fall asleep I keep waking up all the time ! Few times I've woke up now cause I have seen a dream about me doing school work and in that dream I have to put a book on the table and I actually really REACH OUT for "the book". I wake up when I lift my hand ! It's so weird !!
What can I do about it ? Help me if you just can :(

Today

My morning was terrible but that's probably cause of the sleeping problems and I actually felt kinda ill cause of it at school. But it all got better during the school day. So it wasn't really like "a bad day" or anything. I had lot of fun with my school mates :))
We had a small meeting with our teacher that takes care of the things our class needs  to know.
And she started that meeting with words "Viivi did you forget one entire page at the swedish exam?" .... F*ck ! So swedish exam here I come again on Friday -.- Sucks so bad :D

I got home and I did some dinner for me and Selma when she got to our place after school. It was really good just talk about everything before the practises cause we always got so much to share we can't really even consentrate to the practises while telling the stories :D
Well we went to the practises and we got to the locker room and started changing clothes. Anddd I broke my zipper from the side of my pants.. Selma just borrowed me a safety pin and I somehow managed to keep those pants on.. Though there was a huge hole at the side of my pants.. Very sexy.
We did manly dancehall at the first practises. I really really liked it cause it was so much fun and it wasn't so strict as it usually is in hiphop. :)
At the other practises we were making a dance show. We got pretty much done but it was kinda hard. We just kept playing the same song over and over again trying to catch every beat and trying to put our moves into those beats.

As I walked to the bus stop when the practises had finished I turned to go across the street. And that's when a man bumped into me with his bicycle. It was ofcourse my fault cause I hadn't watched before I turned to go but I really frightened that moment as I saw him falling to the ground and I just kept saying "I'm so so sorry, are you okay, did it hurt, I'm so sorry I didn't look at all i'm so sorry ?!" Luckily nothing really happened and he just got up and said "i think i'm fine :)" and I appologized him for the thousandth time and kept walking. Somehow I survived from this day.

At least I feel happy about myself that I really survived from this crazy day. =D "Small" things can make you real happy sometimes haha. Anyways I'm gonna go to bed now so umm Good night everyone !
God Bless You All ! <3

Song of the day: Wake up By Wiz Khalifa
"Oh, Long days but I know hard work pays"

LoveLoveLove

This week I've been thinking I should write about love.
And not on the friend level or family level but like in a love relationship level.
Is it really true that you should wait for The One that is made to you? Is there a "match made in heaven" ?

In my age the word Love means a huge deal to everyone like it does most of the times in life but in different levels. There are two main different ways to look at it:

1) "Fuck love" 
Mostly felt when being single =D (hopefully)
The feeling when you get nothing but drama when you fall in love and get treated badly. Or in the other hand just don't feel like needing love. You can be in love when you get old. As being young and free you can change your date everyday if you want to (not that it would be a good idea.. People are gonna start calling you names quite quickly..) and you can experience all kinds of things that you can't when you get old without "needing" to think if your partner gets hurt.
I know it sounds all stupid but that's not rare ! Some people do wanna be singles and just have fun without any strong feelings inclueded. And don't get me wrong I don't judge that I bet it can be fun :)

2) "Fuck the person who made you think like that!"
Mostly felt when being in a relationship or happily married. =D
The feeling when you can trust that someone loves you back. Or the feeling when you're crushed and you listen nothing but love songs. You get butterflies just by thinking that other person. You're ready to do anything for her/him and you feel like your on top of the world.
People who walks on the street hand in hand and is always there for each others. That's when you feel like love is the best thing in the world.


And then there's people like me. Being all confused. I love LOVE and love being loved. But when I walk on the streets and people walk by hand in hand and I look down and look what's on my hand and there's just my training bag. ='D how bitter sweet is that..? "Like if you're married to your hobby"
After all I think people who live like "wild and free" are going to get fed up with it, cause all of us need love. We all need someone someday that we can lean on and hold on our arms. 

"Love is like a balloon: Easy to blow up, fun to see it grow but hard to let go and watch to fly away"
"True love is like a ghost: Everyone talks about it but only few have seen it"
"Love is like fire. But whether it's going to warm your heart or burn your house, you can never tell"

Song of the day: Love me by Stooshe 
 

Tasty tests

Like I said earlier I'm having an exam week today so have different exams everyday at school.
I have to read alot ! And I don't really got much time to anything else.

However my sister came to a visit with her bf this weekend.
And I decided to bake something for them :))
So umm I didn't have much time so what could be easier than do cookies? They don't really LOOK so delicious but they do taste like it :))

Cookies with mint chocolate chips

And the other thing I did is called Heavenly Delight =D
I saw that recipe on the show Fab 5 a looooong time ago ! :D And it's been really long since cooked it last time. But it is really good !
It inclueds whipped cream, grapes and marshmallows so it's really easy to repare !

We also went to sport store cause they had some kind of b-day sale and everything was -40% !
And my sis needed knee pads for her breakdance practises. :D
She found an adidas jacket for herself and I found an adidas t-shirt for my practises and a nike hoodie which I love !

But most of the time I was just reading for my biology exam which is concidered as hardest class of entire high school. And yeah it was kinda hard... :DD But now it's finally gone and I can focuse to the next one !
Good luck with your school guys and remember: someday it will be worth it ! :)

Song of the day: Deuces By Chris Brown

Crazyness

Heys again,

It has been a long week and I have had lot of shcoolwork to do since it was our last week before the testweek. If you don't know the finnish school system I'll describe it shortly:
We decide the classes we want to go to plus the courses we need to go to (like math, finnish, english and biology for example). We have the same schedule for 6 weeks and at the 7th week we have test of those classes.

So next we I have the tests again, which mean ALOT of reading..
But I decided not to start just yet cause hey, it's friday !

If you didn't know by now everything weird tends to happen to me..
Like yesterday.. It really wasn't my day. In 2 hour period: I got home but had forgot the keys, waited for 40 mins so my mom got home and opened the door. Well I decided to cook spaghetti and I lifted a packet of it and asked my mom "Do you know if there's one packet that is op.." and half of the spaghetti dropped to the floor.. Well i got the answer to my question and found the packet that was open. Well I cooked chicken too.. and I burnt my mouth when i tasted it ! Great day..

Oh and on Wednesday I stayed in a small tunnel at the bus so long that the traffic lights had time to change for 7 times just because one car had died.. It was kinda fustrating. Oh and (this will be gross so don't read this if you're very sensitive!!) got an infection to my biggest toe so it was huge and it still hurts alot. I know that's super gross but i just wanted to share my pain xD

Today I did make-up to my mother when I got bored. It actually got very pretty. I used colors from white to ligh red and purple. :) I like doing different make-up styles but my skin is kinda sensitive so I decided to use hers xD
On and I painted my nails. I really love nail art though I'm not very good at it yet. But I like doing it when I'm bored. Here's a picture of it.. I'm sorry it's not so clear.

Pretty or just ugly ? I thought it was quite nice

Song of the day: Lionel Richie- Hello

Work hard Party hard

My weekends are pretty different that my weekdays.
At school we have so much to do I don't really have time to meet anyone and at the worst I have no free time what so ever.

Oh sweet weekend you saved me again
Friday was a great day cause I had so much fun with my friend. We just wandered around down town and just talked. Just talked about everything that came up to our minds. We're both Finns but still we talked from time to time in english and sometimes even in swedish and french (which I can't talk too well). =D I just love being with him, he's such a dear friend to me ! :)

My friend had his b-day at Saturday and we celebrated at our friends house. It was so much fun and I made great new friends there too. I love those moment at weekends when I don't need to hurry and I can just relax with my very good friends.  It was so much fun xD

At Sunday we went boating for the last time this fall. Luckily I wore enough clothes so I didn't get cold but again we got to those huge waves.. I kept just saying to myself "they're not that big, we just have a small boat.." every time I jumped in the air at the end of the wave. My arms and my back got kinda achy for holding on so hard with my both hands :D
And I met my friend before I went back to my mothers place. We were both kinda tired so we just sat and talked about stuff and just hang out.

When I got back home to my mother's place I said we needed to watch this movie that was coming from tv. I had seen it before and I really love it ! =D
It's called "he's just not that into you" 
Though it's a hilarious comedy it actually makes few quite good points to us girls. We really do have a habit to twist things to something totally different and we do have a habit to assume a bit too much from little things. Really just think how many times have you waited someone to txt you or call you like you have asked him to? =D And how many times while waiting you've been thinking "maybe i wrote my number wrong or maybe he's real busy or .." ? Or how many times have you took your phone everywhere with you so you could answer right away if he happens to call?
And eventually he doesn't txt you or call you.
I do think we girls should keep getting excited of the little things and feel all these strong emotions. But sometimes we just have to think about the option "maybe he just doesn't care".
But that's that about the movie. It's great and you should definitely watch it !

Everyday life
Ofcourse after weekend school started again. And there was a lot to do.
Yesterday I had so much school work to do that it took me a whole day ! I went to school, I got off the school, I studied at home and went to bed and went to school again. It felt pretty terrible.
And today I had a lot to do too but luckily not that much as I had yesterday.
I really can't wait for my high school to be over right now when I just have to do so much work for it I have no free time and I have to skip my practises..

I hope you can relate to some of these things and maybe even find it helpfull.
God bless you all. :)
Song of the day is a song that kept playing in my head on saturday: Fa lala By Justin bieber & boyz to men

Meaning

Since I had trouble finding the motivation to school and dance I've been thinking alot about why am I really doing these things that I do.
It actually has been helpping me alot and I think I got most of my motivation back already.

Dance:
I've always said I don't dance because it's a sport or because it's cool, I dance cause it's my way to express myself through music. But I'm also very ambitious and want to go far with my dance. Not as a job but as a thing that makes me happy.
We've been thinking about how could we be known better and through that to get more opportunities to learn more.
Yesterday while walking to practises I couldn't stop wondering why I want to be known as a dancer and suddenly this sentence came to my mind: "It's not about fame, it's about earning respect."
I want people to see the hard work and respect our skills. But I know there's long way to go and I've seen pretty much nothing yet since I've done this for only 7 years now.

Feeling pure
I had really short day at school cause our teachers had a meeting so I had a chance to do all my school stuff really well. 
Today I went to the church again after a long summer break. I had almost forgotten how amazing it can be. I've been lost in my thoughts and feeling confused but today I feel pure.
There was a man at the church who suddenly got to the stage. He looked pretty much like a member of motorcycle gang with his beard and big belly. And he shared his story that I would like to share with you:
He was 40 years old now. And he told us he had started drinking at the age of 12 and became an alcoholic at the age of 16. Everyday he had been drinking. Until one day about at the age of 35 he ended up in hospital. His liver and his kidneys had failed and he had several peptic ulcers.. No one thought he could've been healed. But God heard him shouting. And He saved him. And now he was in front of us with a guitar on his lap starting to sing Amazing Grace. 

I hope I don't make you feel awkward or confused cause I'm talking about religion. It's definitely everyone's own choice what you want to believe in and it always should be. I just wanted to share this pure feeling I have right now. :) Thanks for listening.

Good night everyone and God bless you all !
Song of the day: Amazing grace

Breathing

Yesterday I had school for only 4 hours which was really nice and I got home pretty early.
I remembered that our dance teacher had asked us to find a song we would like to dance to and I had totally forgot it. So I spent 2 hours (!!) looking for a song that would be good enough and thank God I did find one :)

I asked Selma about her schedule and she told me she was going to the gym before the practises so I decided to go with her :)
I had to carry her camera and bracelets that I had forgotten to give back to her :D And when I got to the gym I tried to call her and knock the door but since she had her earphones on she couldn't hear a thing ::D So my plan being invisible while going there kinda sucked when I had to go to borrow our teacher's key during another dance class.

We really had a hard work out cause we thought we wouldn't do much at our dance lesson like last time. Anddd we were wrong..
We had to run and do sit-ups and all different kinds of things..! So at the end of the day me and Selma had done 250 sit-ups ! (few different styles of sit-ups) And since our class ended way before my bus would've arrived I decided to walk home. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me when I decided to WALK after all that..

But yeah here I am now.. All my muscles are aching and no matter if I stand or sit I'm in terrible pain :D We went through some stores with my friend trying to find some new clothes for him. And we actually did heh: I must say it here too lol I found a shirt for him which he pretty much hated but I forced him to try it and when he did he liked it ! I knew it x))) Damn I'm good ! Just kidding haha :D
When I got home by bus I realized I didn't have my key with me.. So took the next bus back to borrow my mother's key. It was pretty annoying but luckily she was able to give it to me. And when I finally got home I took a nap and it felt really good :)

So umm I can't say I would recommend sports to anyone right now cause my muscles hurts like hell. =D But I hope you have found something or will find something in our life that makes you happy and you enjoy doing ! 
God bless you all :)

Song of the day: Jason Derulo - Breathing

Oh sweet weekend

School
I joined a choir at our school and we had our first performance on Friday. It was at our school's Ib's graduation ceremony. I was nervoused as hell but it went pretty well :D Last time I sang in a choir I was about 6 years old :D
It was a good ending for the school day I think.

Fashion Night
At the Friday evening we had a happening called Fashion Night at down town.
We decided to go to watch it with my friends and there was just people everywhere !
There were all kinds of fashion shows and dance shows and sales and they just gave us all kinds of free samples like perfumes. :D
It was lot of fun and I met a lot my friends there ! We stayed there quite late so it got kinda cold but oh what ever it was fun. :D

Saturday
I woke up on Saturday cause of my headache. It was really bad and even the pain killers didn't help at all.. I felt like "oh wow this is gonna be one shitty day.."  And the song Bad day was already playing in my head when it got 3 pm and I was still lying around feeling just terrible. But suddenly it started to get better. I was so glad ! And when it did my friend asked if I wanted to hang out with them tonight and I said yeah ofcourse !

So few hours later I went to see 'em at down town. We walked from there to our friend's place. He has amazing apartment ! There's a balcony with a beautiful view and stuff ! So we listened good music and watched few movies like the Gladiador. Almost all of us had seen it but we still watched it again :D The weather was quite cold and it was raining too but we still went out to get some fresh air few times. I stayed there also quite late cause it was so much fun 8) It really made my day ! <3
My friends walked with me when it was time for me to go home. It was really nice of them cause it was pouring and they still did walk with me almost to my place and back.

Song of the day: Love is my religion By Ziggy Marley